Tuesday, April 27, 2004


I think it probably wasn't until five years after I was divorced from my first wife (the beta wife 1.0) that I realized how the loss of my marriage had really affected me.

I haven't spoken to her in close to 20 years. We made a clean break and I know, thanks in large part to God's grace, I am a far different person now. I'm certain she is as well.

If I were to speak with her it would be to apologize for being too young, too self absorbed and for not really trying. That very brief marriage and my callous disregard for the vows I made to hold onto it, still ranks as the most agonizing failure in my life.

That being said, I pray this embittered ex-husband featured on E-Bay will one day be able to get over his anger.

And his embarrassment.